I can’t believe that another year is here. I don’t know where 2019 went but here we are. As with the past few years, I once again chose a word for the new year. I was struggling with what word I wanted from 2020. I moved across the world and to begin this new part of my life. I truly did live my life fearlessly as I promised myself I would at the beginning of the year. The question I needed to answer was what more did I want for myself in this next year?
In the end, one word truly stood out: endlessly.
I’m not sure what it is about this word that really stuck out to me. Maybe because moving to another country really did make it a fearless year for me. And I guess the next step after freaking out about how fearless I’ve been is to truly live in the moment. But I didn’t want moment or any other word to define is because I wanted to continue to chase those moments endlessly. I didn’t want there to be an end to the good times and I wanted to let myself feel the bad moments as well.
So, yeah, endlessly is the word for 2020. It is a new decade and I do not want my fears to hold me back from everything I can have in this new year and decade.
In 2020, I want to endlessly feel love and pain and hate and sadness and every other emotion that can come my way.
I want to have endless moments of surprise and awe as I explore new countries around Asia.
I want my pursuit of happiness to be endless.
In 2020, I want to endlessly live my best life.